All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another.
--- Anatols France
Change is a great, wonderful, difficult, painful, happy and sad constant in our lives. It is great because it gives way for something new and occasionally better. This is the same reason it is wonderful. It gives us room to grow. It is difficult because it brings something new and we grieve the old. At the very least we notice the absence of what is no more. Becoming accustomed to what is now can be painful as you adjust to something new. This is especially painful when you do not want to let go. However, even in that there is happiness with the realization of the freedom now afforded you. Eventually this happiness will overcome the sadness and grief of loss if you let it.
This is my blessing. As I begin to walk smoothly on my two feet I let go of being catered to and the overwhelming kindness strangers show my struggle. I embrace the new strength and ability I will find.