Since I have not been released from surgeon's care or at the least been cleared to walk on my foot, I am behind in my goal. As I scooted around the mall on my knee walker I realized the precious time I was losing or going to lose towards achieving my goal. I found myself upset I couldn't count my scoots toward my goal. I became a little frustrated. Then I laughed at this silly frustration. Too often I'm frustrated. I find that I can become easily frustrated about the simplest things. My anxiety and tension cause a physical reaction. While I am working on being more relaxed (and there is nothing more stressful than trying to relax). I am blessed to know what it really means to relax. I struggle to do it on a daily basis but during my recent holiday I was blessed with an inner peace that allowed every part of me to be at ease. I will continue to try to achieve this peace on a daily but for today am I grateful to have moments and even days in which I am able to and have relaxed.
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